Lyrics
Mansun Retold
All this built up passion burns out anyway
You didn't see it come
You got stuck in your ways
Oh please, no sermons or lectures here
Oh, I'm empty today, today
Not a single thing will persuade me to stay
But I've seen the top of the mountain yeah
There's only one place to go
Downhill could be my best direction
Downhill I'll go
Downhill could be my best direction
Downhill I'll go
Physically I'm present but my soul's away
Everybody says
Just straighten your face
Oh please, my nature's unchangeable
Oh, just leave it for me, for me
Could you tolerate, could you give me some space
'Cause I've seen the top of the mountain yeah
There's only one place to go
Downhill could be my best direction
Downhill I'll go
Downhill could be my best direction
Downhill I'll go
Today, today, not a single thing will persuade me to stay
But I've seen the top of the mountain yeah
There's only one place to go
Downhill could be my best direction
Downhill I'll go
Downhill could be my best direction
Downhill I’ll go
You're the stranger in here, with your stranger face
You know that everyone can see it's false
Something's rotten with you, you show no regret
Like we all know that you're supposed to do
I hope you've changed the way you think
I hope you've changed the clothes you wear
I hope that you regret those things you say
I hope in time that things will change
I think you know that anyway
You've been disgraceful, it's so regretful, you're disgusting
You know you've been disgraceful, it's so regretful, you're disgusting
You're the outcast here, you're the native of a place
You've moved and been excluded too
You create a tension, when we were the same
There was a pressure that would force you to
I hope you've changed the way you think
I hope you've changed the clothes you wear
I hope that you regret those things you say
I hope in time that things will change
I think you know that anyway
You've been disgraceful, it's so regretful, you're disgusting
You know you've been disgraceful, it's so regretful, you're disgusting
You're so full of venom that you'll spit into your own sweet face, oh
I hope you've changed the way you think
I hope you've changed the clothes you wear
I hope that you regret those things you say
I hope in time that things will change
I think you know that anyway
You've been disgraceful, it's so regretful, you're disgusting
You know you've been disgraceful, it's so regretful, you're disgusting
It’s so regretful, you’re so disgusting
You’ve been disgraceful, it’s so regretful
You travelled from Dublin, you said you'd change the world
You sing like Sinatra, always
You pulled 'em for miles now, like Garbo in Berlin
You played 'em for zeroes, just like always
Tonight, some bitch is hassling me
And tonight, it feels so good feeling cheap
I can only disappoint you ‘cause I always let you down
I can only disappoint you ‘cause I always let you down
You turned a man cuckoo, half animal, half grace
The chick was a teaser, always
Tonight, their hips would swivel and turn
So we drove, to the place where we first met
I can only disappoint you ‘cause I always let you down
I can only disappoint you, always
The queens they all loved you, the tall, the short, the fair
The sailors, the psychos, always
And here, I faltered, gun in my hand
And you, with "piggies" scrawled on your wall
And tonight, her note said "better off dead"
And the earth has never moved for me since
I can only disappoint you ‘cause I always let you down
I can only disappoint you, always
I can only disappoint you ‘cause I always let you down
I can only disappoint you, ‘cause I always let you down
‘Cause I always let you down
‘Cause I always let you down
‘Cause I always let you down
Don't throw me away
Am I weak for saying that I needed you
'Cause we were always acting out some drama
And I had to fill this in-between with something
Until the next life, don't throw it all away
Now I wish that I could go and do it all again
Until the next life, don't throw it all away
Now I wish that I could go and do it all again
Time, time does not change
Time has never dealt an easy hand to you
Your grave is dug before they cut the cord on you
So now you're battered, bruised in all your glory
Until the next life, don't throw it all away
Now I wish that I could go and do it all again
Until the next life, don't throw it all away
Now I wish that I could go and do it all again
And there's more important things in life than TV
And while all of England's staring at the screen
'Cause it's never been chameleons that change things
So don't regret a single thing you mean
Don't regret a moment, a single thing you'd die for
Don't regret a moment, a single thing you mean
Even in your darkest moment
I will be here watching
Over you, over you
Stop changing the world
You said you only want to change the nation
‘Cause those idiots who love to spark confusion
They don't regret a single thing they mean
Until the next life, don't throw it all away
Yeah, everybody hurts if you look closely
So come and put your hands up if you're guilty
Until the next life, don't throw it all away
Now I wish that I could go and do it all again
Until the next life, don't throw it all away
Now I wish that I could go and do it all again
To be twisted, to be naked
To be broken, to be free
Tell me stick or twist
Tell me which will it be?
I tell you stick or twist
Tell me which do you see?
Oh can't you see, oh oh yeah
Where do we go, who do we trust
Who do we see?
Who wants to know, who do we tell
What do we see?
Oh where do we go now?
Oh, who do we see? Yeah
It will sparkle, it is beauty
It is broken, it is free
Tell me stick or twist
Tell me which will it be
I tell you stick or twist
Tell me which do you see?
Oh can't you see, oh oh yeah
Where do we go, who do we trust?
Who do we see?
Who wants to know, who do we tell?
What do we see?
Oh, where do we go now?
Oh, who do we see? Yeah
Where do we go, who do we trust?
Who do we see?
Who wants to know, who do we tell?
What do we see?
Oh where do we go now?
Oh, who do we see? Yeah
It will all come crashing down, your desperate icon
You’ve got a gob on, your desperate icon
It will all come crashing in, your desperate icon
You've got a gob on, your desperate icon
Am I a god, am I Jesus?
Am I a man, or am I a boy?
Do I feel love, or just possession?
Do I feel holy, or nothing at all?
You can't deny
That your shit just tastes as sweet as mine
No you can't deny
That your shit just tastes as sweet as mine
Sweet Jesus
I'm in a wide open space, I'm standing
I'm all alone I’m staring into space
It's always quiet through my ceiling
The roof comes in and crashes in a daze
I'm in a wide open space, it's freezing
You'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me
I'm in a wide open space, I'm staring
There's something quite bizarre I cannot see
I'm on the top of a hill, I'm lonely
There's someone here to shout to miles away
I could be back at my house, for I care
They do not hear me, it's the same old way
I'm in a wide open space, it's freezing
You'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me
I'm in a wide open space, I'm staring
There's something quite bizarre I cannot see
I'm in a wide open space, I'm standing
I'm all alone and staring into space
It's always quiet through my ceiling
The roof comes in and crashes in a daze
I'm in a wide open space, it's freezing
You'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me
I'm in a wide open space, I'm staring
There's something quite bizarre I cannot see
I'm in a wide open space, it's freezing
You'll never get to heaven with a smile on your face from me
I'm in a wide open space, I'm staring
There's something quite bizarre I cannot see
Wait around, I'll be walking quite a while
Don't be late, hard to take, vicar twists and gets away
His lipstick's running, his dress is stunning
He's got high heels on, and his flock don't care now
Mavis, what he will wear
In the path a righteous man
There is rubble where I stand
I'll be the one
You can kiss his vase until the end of the month
Vicar stay, 'cause your lipstick’s smeared away from your face
Vicar twist, grey pyjamas in your case
His tights are nylon, his nails by Revlon
He's got high heels on, but his flock don't care now
Mavis, what he will wear
In the path a righteous man
There is rubble where I stand
I'll be the one
You can kiss his vase until the end of the month
And if you should see me passing by
Do not disturb me as I fly
Though I am walking here
This is where I'll be
In the path a righteous man
There is rubble where I stand
I'll be the one
You can kiss his vase
In the path a righteous man
There is rubble where I stand
I'll be the one
You can kiss his vase until the end of the month
Until the end of the month
Until the end of the month
Ooh yeah, yeah, ooh oh yeah
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na, oh
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na, yeah
In the sand you used to lay, you'd be there at my side
As the night fell on the shore, she had gone
I trusted you to stay
Read the story in the papers, a lover who had gone
Think that she has moved away, no one heard from her at all
For years
Someone must have heard her leave, saw something
Get a job or get a place
All these questions make no sense to me
Comes as no surprise
Stay with me tonight
Said you'd never leave
Pray that you are safe
Comes as no surprise
Stay with me tonight
Stay with me tonight
Every year I will return and briefly you are there
And you always look the same, nothing changes
Must have been the breeze
You have shocked me to the bone and ripped me up again
Was the cruellest thing to do
It came as no surprise to me
Met a soldier from the war, stole her things
Died alone a junkie
I still wait for you, I know you're safe
Comes as no surprise
Stay with me tonight
Said you'd never leave
Pray that you are safe
Comes as no surprise
Stay with me tonight
Stay with me tonight
Stay with me tonight
If I start this small debate
The centre of the universe is up for sale
And if my melody should fall
The tune is unimportant as I said before
Or should I say it was the words, I should
Standing in grey lantern light
Mavis looking sexy through her dress it shines
Hiding in the vestry she recites her lines
I can't see you, I love you, I miss you
I can't see you, I love you, I do
If I feel God watching me
I control the actions of his destiny
And if my sentiment rings true
Feel him in the mirror laughing back at you
If I could tell you how it seems, I would
Standing in grey lantern light
Mavis looking sexy through her dress it shines
Hiding in the vestry she recites her lines
I can't see you, I love you, I miss you
I can't see you, I love you, I miss you
I can't see you, I love you, I do
If I start this small debate
The centre of the universe is up for sale
And if my melody should fall
The tune is unimportant as I said before
Or should I say it was the words, I should
Standing in grey lantern light
Mavis looking sexy through her dress it shines
Hiding in the vestry she recites her lines
I can't see you, I love you, I miss you
I can't see you, I love you, I miss you
I can't see you, I love you, I do
I can't see you, I love you, I miss you
I can't see you, I love you, I miss you
I can't see you, I love you, I do
The wireless tells us all
Looks like there's a war
Both of us been through this before, dear
Put on our gas masks and pray, dear
But at least we've got each other
I still love you when the wind blows through
I’ve been through this before
I still love you when the wind
When the wind blows through
Outside all is calm
It looks like there's no war
But my hair's falling out at its roots, dear
Things will blow over any day, dear
And at least we've got each other
I still love you when the wind blows through
I've been through this before
I still love you when the wind
When the wind blows through
I still love you when the wind blows through
I've been through this before
I still love you when the wind
When the wind blows through
I still love you when the wind blows through
I've been through this before
I still love you when the wind
When the wind blows through
Cult Leader Tactics
On 28 January 2022, Paul Draper released his second solo album Cult Leader Tactics. It reached 22 in the UK album chart. The album features guest appearances from musician and producer Steven Wilson on "Omega Man", Gamaliel "Gam" Rendle Traynor (Sweat), who played, arranged and engineered all strings, as well as a 288-person fan choir who provide backing vocals on "Lyin' Bout Who U Sleep With".
I want to be a dancing star
I'm prepared to do almost anything
Just to get ahead in this game
My mother told me I was better
Im concealing all my doubts
Going to focus and control the chaos
That stirs and wells inside me
Going to climb the greasy ladder
By using cult leader tactics
I'm going to cheat you out of your assets
I'm going to climb the greasy ladder
My personality is massive
So I'll illustrate with graphics
We'll rearrange a standard passage
And then we'll monetise these classics
Until your streaming farm just crashes
Ill never play the hand I'm dealt
No rules or boundaries
Or parameters that exist
Are going to stop me, no!
You'll never break my cover or crack me
By using cult leader tactics
I'm going to cheat you out of your assets
I'm going to climb the greasy ladder
My personality is massive
So I'll illustrate with graphics
We'll rearrange a standard passage
And then we'll monetise these classics
Until your streaming farm just crashes
I'm on a narcissistic ego trip that's never been seen
I'll sweep all before me using my cult leader tactics
By using cult leader tactics
I'm going to cheat you out of your assets
I'm going to climb the greasy ladder
My personality is massive
So I'll illustrate with graphics
We'll rearrange a standard passage
And then we'll monetise these classics
Until your streaming farm just crashes
While parliament sleeps those nationalists scream
Are they different from the führer himself?
Highly trained at their jobs
You’re a tiny little cog you’re going to cause a war or two
You tin-pot snotty little nationalist
The Internationalle
The Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves Mr. Johnson you naughty boy
And Trump has had his day thank God we’re out alive
But only for today so with the Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves
It’s the ideal job, it’s definitely you
Cut through all of the wheat and all of that chaff
Littlе England’s a joke
You’re a tiny little cog
You’rе going to cause a war or two
You tin-pot snotty little nationalist
The Internationalle
The Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves Mr. Johnson you naughty boy
And Trump has had his day thank God we’re out alive
But only for today so with the Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves
Mr Johnson, Mr Johnson
The Internationalle
The Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves Mr. Johnson you naughty boy
And Trump has had his day thank God we’re out alive
But only for today so with the Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves
The Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves Mr. Johnson you naughty boy
And Trump has had his day thank God we’re out alive
But only for today so with the Internationalle
Britannia rules the waves
You were my fairweather friend
I'm not feeling it she said
Some things you can't forgive
Beware the fakest smiles
You'll only reap what you sow
You're the fool that follows fools
Be a moral free zone
Play your cards close to your chest
You say that ignorance is bliss
So don't spend your time alone
Everybody's lost in this world
All the demons that you hide
We're all monkeys on a rock
You're just a blip in infinite space
No trust or honesty
So every dog will have it's day
And all of my life, that's all I ever knew
All of my life I followed all the rules
Play dirty tricks, that's what you've got to do
To get on in this life, in this life
Be Machiavellian to win
Let the present be your friend
Get along by tricking friends
The baddest person always wins
I don't need the pressure on
Say the opposite of truth
Collect shit and then destroy
Because you just don't do it for me
And all of my life, that's all I ever knew
All of my life I followed all the rules
Play dirty tricks, that's what you've got to do
To get on in this life, in this life
I’m not as useless as you think I am
I think you caught me at the perfect wrong time
She’s using cult leader tactics
Draw a line under these matters
Because you dug yourself into a hole
I’ll never find your reasons
Some bizarre combination
Of some fling and some bloke on the go
But you claim
You’ve got no life skills baby
And I need a man for safety
I got two kids, I don’t want one more
She said, I might have been your lover
But I ain‘t going to be your mother
Don’t you ever come back near my door
Now lеt that be the end
I can accomplish things you’d nеver dream
I possess life skills that you’ve never seen
She’s using cult leader tactics
Draw a line under these matters
Because you dug yourself into a hole
I’ll never find your reasons
Some bizarre combination
Of some fling and some bloke on the go
But you claim
You’ve got no life skills baby
And I need a man for safety
I got two kids, I don’t want one more
She said, I might have been your lover
But I ain‘t going to be your mother
Don’t you ever come back near my door
You’re just a man child stupid
And my friends say you’re useless
Let’s have sex so this don’t end in war
She said, I might have been your lover
But I ain‘t going to be your mother
Don’t you ever come back near my door
On a much more serious note, I never told you
I’m a lean mean cleaning machine
I’ll even do your vacuum cleaning
But your ironing that ain’t for me
That ain’t for me
You’ve got no life skills baby
And I need a man for safety
I got two kids I don’t want one more
She said, I might have been your lover
But I ain‘t going to be your mother
Don’t you ever come back near my door
You’re just a man child stupid
And my friends say you’re useless
Let’s have sex so this don’t end in war
She said, I might have been your lover
But I ain‘t going to be your mother
Don’t you ever come back near my door
Now let that be the end
You killed my fish
Threw his bowl and smashed it
You smashed my synth
But came with me to repair it
Pissed in my cup
But tricked me into drink it
You can read my book
And learn how to disguise it
All my life I've longed for someone like you
Was too good to be true
I made you cry when I said that to you
And I did too
You killed my fish
He was my favourite
You had no remorse
Devoid of any feeling
Killed him in cold blood
Thank God that he's in heaven
I've loads of tips and tricks
To kill a fish and survive him
All my life I've longed for someone like you
Was too good to be truе
I made you cry when I said that to you
And I did too
How did we go wrong I still want you
How do I gеt through?
I may have only been a mess but only then
I'm back in this room
Skate
Salmon
Snapper
Goldfish
Fantail
Cod
Sturgeon
All my life I've longed for someone like you
Was too good to be true
I made you cry when I said that to you
And I did too
How did we go wrong I still want you?
How do I get through?
I may have only been a mess but only then
I'm back in this room
Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish
Fish Fish Fish Fish Fish
Fish
You fight too many battles on too many fronts
You plan to reach the top to be a massive cult
And love is nothing different than the games we play
Loose tongues can cost careers at the end of the day
I thought you were amazing, you don't do it for me
Because everyone's a problem eventually
Just tell yourself that every dick's a tick, won't go wrong
You want your cake and eat it coz you just like my songs
I should have never got embroiled with my kinky pc
I only ever loved you, not your еnemy
She took away my pain but gave it back to mе
Because I became a problem eventually
Come on everybody, dance two meters from me
This cop she was a flop not like you see on TV
You said you had a sex dream and it was about me
'Cos you're a fucking expert using CLT
And every a prick's a tick to that naughty pc
So I became the problem eventually
When you move against your rival finish them off
They're bound to come back at you and they'll have a good pop
You hurt me very badly when your plan went so wrong
That's why I'm writing to you via this little song
You made me love your **** but you never loved me
So I became your problem eventually
Let's Dance
Do the social distance
Do the social distance
Do the social distance
Do the social distance
Stop
The moral to this story is buy CLT
To trick and use the people that you casually meet
Make sure when implementing that you never get caught
So keep your shallows smile take a leaf from my book
Eventually you went and did the dirty on me
Because I became your problem eventually
The last time that I saw you I had COVID-19
I never got to tell you why I've been like I've been
I should have watched Prime Suspect 1973
So stick to Johnny Vegas 'coz he lives down your street
It worked for you, you're ruthless, left his family
Because you became the problem eventually
Oh Annie it's easy
I gave you the whole of my heart
Oh my god I adored you
I went in and dropped down my guard
I never met a woman like you
I never thought you'd do what you'd do
Oh Annie it's easy
I gave you the whole of my heart
Oh my god I adored you
I went in and dropped down my guard
I never met a woman like you
I never thought you'd do what you'd do
Oh Annie won't you let me know?
Oh Annie won't you let me go?
Deep in my heart I had to let you go
Annie won't you tell me, won't you tell me?
Oh Annie I loved you
I'll never tell you who are
I'm just hung up on my complex
The one about madonnas and whores
I never met a woman like you
I never thought you'd do what you'd do
Oh Annie won't you let me know?
Annie won't you tell me, won't you tell me?
Deep in my heart I can let you go
Annie won't you tell me, won't you tell me?
Oh Annie won't you let me know?
Oh Annie won't you let me go?
Deep in my heart I can let you go
Oh Annie won't you let me know?
I never met a woman like you
I never thought you'd do what you'd do
Oh Annie won't you let me go?
Won't you let me go?
Deep in my heart I can let you go
Annie won't you tell me, won't you tell me?
Oh Annie won't you let me know?
Oh Annie won't you let me go?
Deep in my heart I can let you go
Annie won't you tell me, won't you tell me?
Hands, face, space
He's talking behind my back
I can't even answer back
She's talking behind my back
It's a very convincing act
He's talking behind my back
He's slagging me off to everyone
It's never the crime it's the cover up
The sparks off the ripples that cripple us
He's talking behind my back
Engaged in a scam so dangerous
The portion of people believe anything
You've got to hold your nerve and convince everyone
Bring in thе cops or anyone
Your lawyers accountants and CID
He's talking about you bеhind your back
One hell of a scam that will take you far
He's talking behind my back
I can't even answer back
She's talking behind my back
It's a very convincing act
You're still talking behind my back
I could literally make up anything
To an office full of people all lying to each other
Their eyes on the prize they will go along with anything for the money
Bring in the cops or anyone
Your lawyers accountants and CID
He's talking about you behind your back
One hell of a scam that will take you far
He's talking behind my back
I can't even answer back
She's talking behind my back
It's a very convincing act
Bring in the cops or anyone
Your lawyers accountants and CID
He's talking about you behind your back
One hell of a scam that will take you far
He's talking behind my back
I can't even answer back
She's talking behind my back
It's a very convincing act
It’s cold outside but I don’t mind about the weather
I’ve got a bloody nose and I need to find my feet (starry eyes)
And there’s someone standing by the road
He feels his life is running slow
He wonders if he has a space
Amongst the overcrowded place before him
I have to stay inside
All I think of is you (all I think of is you)
But I am trapped and all denied
Wonder what you are doing now
All I think of is you
There is nothing I can do
I lost you
Sometimes I don’t care about the future
It’s just time to come and things unknown (starry eyes)
But the sounds of trains and summer rain
They serve to take me back to where I always feel at home
And where I always will belong
The bruising of my mind
I had to stay inside
All I think of is you
All I think of is you
But I am trapped and all denied
Wonder what you are doing now
All I think of is you
There is nothing I can do
I lost you
All I think of is you (all I think of is you)
But I am trapped and all denied
Wonder what you are doing now
All I think of is you
There is nothing I can do
I lost you
All I think of is you
But I am trapped and all denied
Wonder what you are doing now
All I think of is you
There is nothing I can do
I lost you
So this is my life
Got no career, no money or wife
This is all that is left
Just these demos that were sat on my shelf
You may think what have I done?
And I suppose I was your only son
But don't shed a tear
But just keep laughing if that’s how you feel
Does this song make you cringe?
Just let there be love
At the end of the day, we've ridden our luck
You're as guilty as me I bet you made it all up
So does this song make you cringe?
’Cos you're lying about who you sleep with
Are you cringing right now?
What comes into your mind when you listen to this?
Tell mе now don't listen with your wife
And if you do use all your front and your guilе
Don't sweat and just give her a smile
Then switch it over to Radio 5
Keep your cool 'coz you're living a lie
Well, well, I guess we all want a piece of the pie
Does this song make you cringe?


Spooky Action
Don’t poke the bear
He’s not your enemy
Don’t wreak the show
Don’t rock the boat
Don’t waste your energy
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
He’s on a mission from god
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Keep your head down
Follow the sun
You know you gotta listen to me
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Keep your head down
Follow the sun
You know you gotta listen to me
You stole my life
You are a psychopath
Bully for you
For what’s about to happen
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
He’s on a mission from god
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Keep your head down
Follow the sun
You know you gotta listen to me
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Keep your head down
Follow the sun
You know you gotta listen to me
Don’t poke the bear, it will run
Keep your head down
Follow the sun
You know you gotta listen to me
You know you gotta listen to me
You know you gotta listen to me
You know you gotta listen to me
Keeping my head down
I’m keeping my head down
Just keeping my head down
Just keeping your head down
Just keeping my head down
Just keeping my head down
Keeping my head down
I’m just keeping my head down
I lived on the underground
On the edge of society
There were people ignoring me
And it made me contemptuous
So I travelled the overground
And tried to just integrate
And I smile and I just said hello
Pretended I’m not dying inside
And I’m living in a grey house,
living like the monkey do
I lived in a grey house with you
I’m feeling like this monkey’s insane, feeling the monkey
I’m feeling like this monkey’s insane, feeling the monkey
Life is a gas you don’t know where you’re at in the Grey House
We had so much fun, didn’t kill everyone in the Grey House
So I look for some solitude
But I never had the aptitude, for it
I lived in the ordinary
So I tried to suspend that too
So I painted my skirting boards
And greyed my environment
And I’ve learned all my lessons well
and locked myself up with you
And I’m living in a grey house,
living like the monkey do
I lived in a grey house with you
I’m feeling like this monkey’s insane, feeling the monkey
I’m feeling like this monkey’s insane, feeling the monkey
Life is a gas you don’t know where you’re at in the Grey House
We had so much fun, didn’t kill everyone in the Grey House
Life is a gas you don’t know where you’re at in the Grey House
We had so much fun, didn’t kill everyone in the Grey House
More respect, a bigger pool, a newer car, designer bags and a nanny
Popularity in the community, more facebook friends will make me feel happy
I never new that life could be this sad, so shallow and underhand
Will one more purchase make me glad? Glad of the man I am
I’ll make a list of things that I could buy
To feel better and make me happy, am I happy?
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
Friendships that are meaningful, waking up with someone that makes you happy
Peace of mind, a healthy life, is all I need to make me feel worthy
I don’t focus on the things that make me sad, the things I will never have
I focus on my simple daily life, I list the things I will never buy
I smile upon the people that I have
The people that make me happy, I’m happy
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
I don’t focus on the things that make me sad, the things I will never have
I focus on my simple daily life, I list the things I will never buy
I smile upon the people that I have
The people that make me happy, I’m happy
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
Did I explain
The things people want and the things people get ain’t the same
So tell me what exactly that you do
Cos I feel a close connection towards you
You tell me every single dog will have its day
Well it wasn’t me that changed
Et tu Brute
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You made the wrong decision every time
But every cat will use up all their lives
You reaped just what you sowed and just moved on
And it was very nice to know you***Fair weather friend
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
I got a close connection to you
I’ve lived a life of disappointment so
I guess I will mend
You’re the one wearing the trousers
You’re the one wearing the trousers
I got a close connection to you
I’ve lived a life of disappointment so
I guess I will mend
You’re the one wearing the trousers
You’re the one wearing the trousers
You’ve made the wrong decision every time
But every cat will use up all their lives
You reaped just what you sow and just moved on
And it was nice to know you***Fair weather friend
I got a close connection to you
I’ve lived a life of disappointment so
I guess I will mend
You’re the one wearing the trousers
You’re the one wearing the trousers
I got a close connection to you
I’ve lived a life of disappointment so
I guess I will mend
You’re the one wearing the trousers
You’re the one wearing the trousers
I got a close connection to you
I’ve lived a life of disappointment so
I guess I will mend
You’re the one wearing the trousers
You’re the one wearing the trousers
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
You took a liberty with me
No no no
Jealousy it has a power
That’s nine tenths of it all
The other part is just your reason
For wanting me to fall
Jealousy it has the power
Above religion and the law
But it all ends up in a disaster
So don’t covet what’s not yours
Jealousy it has the power
So don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Now you’ve listened to my story
A cautionary tale for sure
Where there’s money, power, there is treason
And so you sold your story for more
Jealousy it has the power
Above religion and the law
But it all ends up in a disaster
So don’t covet what’s not yours
Jealousy it has the power
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
You may have thought you won the battle
But you did not win the war
Because he who laughs out loud the longest
Is laughing at you all
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
So don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
So don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
Jealousy it has a power
Don’t covet this, it isn’t yours
To destroy someone, you must observe these rules
At number one
Everybody’s got their weakness
Get people on your side
The effective use of lies is how to work
Portray yourself as a victim
Never trust your friends
Just keep an eye on them
There’s no doubt about it
Oooh
Can you trust your friend?
Do you keep an eye on him
Are you safe as houses?
Oooh
Now I….
Feel like my head’s exploded
Hit the wall, I’m comatose
Until my brain gave in
Feels like my life’s imploding
History repeats
My past is catching up on me
Close, keep your enemies up close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
Close, keep your enemies up close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
To display your power
Mix the truth with lies otherwise
Somebody might believe you
The psychotic state is dreaming
While awake
In REM
Then the paranoia hits you
Never trust your friends
Just keep your eye on them
There’s no doubt about it
Oooh
Can you trust your friend?
Do you keep your an eye on him
Are you safe as houses?
Oooh
Now I….
Feel like my head’s imploded
Hit the wall, I’m comatose
Until my brain gave in
Feel like my life’s imploding
History repeats
My past is catching up on me
Close, keep your enemies up close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
Close, suck your enemies in close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
It’s your friends that hurt you most
It’s your friends that hurt you most
You fucked my head up and it turned to dust
Can’t even reason right or think straight
I just see black when life should be so grey
For my sins I’ve paid but in a cruel way
For my sins I’ve paid but in a cruel way
This Spooky Action goes a long long way
Can you feel me hurting from a distance
You kicked me violently when I was down
You put the boot in in a hard way
You put the boot in in a hard way
Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I’m feeling like…
letting my blood run cold, feeling like…
you told me I’ve got no soul,
so I’m feeling like letting my heart run slow
You suspend reality like it’s ok
Say it over and over until it beds in
You could call it blackmail in your own sweet way
But I call it sadism and big fun
But I call it sadism and big fun
A lack of truth becomes a dead dead weight
Say it over and over til it’s convincing
When that truth is known then it will all shake out
Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt
Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt
Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I’m feeling like…
letting my blood run cold, feeling like…
you told me I’ve got no soul,
so I’m feeling like letting my heart run slow
Do you believe that you are a god
Built to manipulate at all costs
Trying to steal what somebody had
Guess you can’t get fairer than that
A lesson in Karma’s what you’ve got
Lower yourself on the place of a god
You went and you stabbed someone in the back
I guess you can’t get fairer than that
Looking back over your shoulder, if you hurt someone that bad
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
The king has his reign and then he is dead
The natural order of things in the end
Like playing the victim role as your card
The faster you climb then you fall just as hard
And now you’ve got back what you deserve
When people can take what’s rightfully theirs
You wonder why life is turning this bad
I guess that’s fair because you’ll be
Looking back over your shoulder, if you hurt someone that bad
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You can’t get fairer than that
You feel like I was your lap dog
I took your petty lies
Gave me no heartache
Gave me no heartache
Who’d want to be an artist
When your life’s devoid of joy
It’s nothing but a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
And I feel like I want to stay
Feel like I want to run
And I feel like I wanted to stay
Feel like I want to run
You just made the wrong decision
And the blind just led the blind
You gave me your heartache
Gave me your heartache
You told everyone I was evil
But that’s your dirty lie
You gave me such a heartache
Gave me such a heartache
And I feel like I want to stay
Feel like I want to run
And I feel like I wanted to stay
Feel like I want to run
And I feel like I want to stay
Feel like I want to run
And I feel like I wanted to stay
Feel like I want to run
Should I stay stay stay?
Should I go go go
Should I stay stay stay?
Should I go go go
And I feel like I want to stay
Feel like I want to run
And I feel like I wanted to stay
Feel like I want to run
And I feel like I want to stay
Feel like I want to run
And I feel like I wanted to stay
Feel like I want to run
I’m only half a turn away
I need to think my way out of this
Is medication the answer
Or is ignorance bliss?
A diagnosis of anxiety and stress
The inner wheel is turning
Changing gear in my head
Cycling over and over
With the memories I retain
To lose them is my aim
To stop the inner wheel
And learn to live again
It was a stitch up and a hoax
That led me to behaving like this
If medication’s no answer
Then is ignorance bliss?
A diagnosis of my apathy instead
The inner wheel stops turning
Just a temporary blip
Cycling over and over
With the memories I retain
To lose them is my aim
To stop the inner wheel
And learn to live again
Trying to figure this all out
Cycling through the thoughts endlessy
Is medication the answer
Or is ignorance bliss?
A diagnosis of anxiety and stress
The inner wheel is turning
Changing gear in my head
Cycle over and over
With the memories I retain
To lose them is my aim
To stop the inner wheel
And learn to live again
With the memories I retain
To lose them is my aim
To stop the inner wheel
And learn to live again
If medication’s no answer
Then is ignorance bliss?
A diagnosis of my apathy instead
The inner wheel stops turning
Took a temporary blip
Cycle over and over
With the memories I retain
To lose them is my aim
To stop the inner wheel
And learn to live again
With the memories I retain
To lose them is my aim
To stop the inner wheel
And learn to live again
I’m only half a turn away
My outlook is fucked
But I don’t worry too much
When I’m on the bench at the end of the street
I couldn’t think of no words
So this might be absurd
But it’s just the bench at the end of my street
The needles not stuck
I just got took for a mug
So, I’m on the bench at the end of my street
And I don’t give a damn
Cos it was only a scam
So, I’m on the bench at the end of my street
My outlook is fucked
But I don’t worry too much
When I’m on the bench at the end of my street
I couldn’t think of no words
So this might be absurd
But it’s just the bench at the end of my street
EP Two
To destroy someone, you must observe these rules
At number one
Everybody’s got their weakness
Get people on your side
The effective use of lies is how to work
Portray yourself as a victim
Never trust your friends
Just keep an eye on them
There’s no doubt about it
Oooh
Can you trust your friend?
Do you keep an eye on him
Are you safe as houses?
Oooh
Now I….
Feel like my head’s exploded
Hit the wall, I’m comatose
Until my brain gave in
Feels like my life’s imploding
History repeats
My past is catching up on me
Close, keep your enemies up close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
Close, keep your enemies up close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
To display your power
Mix the truth with lies otherwise
Somebody might believe you
The psychotic state is dreaming
While awake
In REM
Then the paranoia hits you
Never trust your friends
Just keep your eye on them
There’s no doubt about it
Oooh
Can you trust your friend?
Do you keep your an eye on him
Are you safe as houses?
Oooh
Now I….
Feel like my head’s imploded
Hit the wall, I’m comatose
Until my brain gave in
Feel like my life’s imploding
History repeats
My past is catching up on me
Close, keep your enemies up close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
Close, suck your enemies in close
Coz your friends can hurt you most
It’s your friends that hurt you most
It’s your friends that hurt you most
Stranded in a lonely place,
And all I got is thoughts of you
Even though you're out my life,
You still dominate me
I wish I had told you
I wish I had told you
You said there is no other way
You still dominate my view
Even in this lonely place
You still dominate me
I wish I had told you, when we first met
I wish I had told you
I wish I had told you
I wish I had told you
I wish I had told you
Something for nothing
Nothing for so long
Someone to catch you when you crawl
Someone to say jump
Something to jump to
There's no one to turn to when it's gone
It won't last for ever
and I will always pull through
It won't last for ever
and I will always pull through
It won't last forever
So don't you wait around.
Because.....
Don't you wait, it might never come
Don't you wait, it might never come
Digging for silence
Silence is something
Something to wish for when it comes
All that you needed
Something to turn to
All that you've done has come undone
Something for nothing
Nothing for so long
Someone to catch you when you crawl
Someone to say jump
Something to jump to
There's no one to turn to when it's gone
It won't last for ever
and I will always pull through
It won't last for ever
and I will always pull through
It won't last forever
So don't you wait around.
Because.....
Don't you wait, it might never come
Don't you wait, it might never come
And you're never going home
Coz you're never gonna walk away (x2)
Don't you wait, it might never come (x2)
And you're never going home
Coz you're never gonna walk away (x4)


EP One
You fucked my head up and it turned to dust
Can’t even reason right or think straight
I just see black when life should be so grey
For my sins I’ve paid but in a cruel way
For my sins I’ve paid but in a cruel way
This Spooky Action goes a long long way
Can you feel me hurting from a distance
You kicked me violently when I was down
You put the boot in in a hard way
You put the boot in in a hard way
Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I’m feeling like…
letting my blood run cold, feeling like…
you told me I’ve got no soul,
so I’m feeling like letting my heart run slow
You suspend reality like it’s ok
Say it over and over until it beds in
You could call it blackmail in your own sweet way
But I call it sadism and big fun
But I call it sadism and big fun
A lack of truth becomes a dead dead weight
Say it over and over til it’s convincing
When that truth is known then it will all shake out
Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt
Now your skin must crawl with all the big doubt
Feeling My Heart Run Slow, I’m feeling like…
letting my blood run cold, feeling like…
you told me I’ve got no soul,
so I’m feeling like letting my heart run slow
I did a google search for what comes up when I type in
that I’ve got no ideas
I added insult to my injuries by digging up a song called 'No Ideas'
I'll hammer you by saying 'No Ideas'
I'll pick a weakness like you taught me to
Everybody's got one
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Seems like they’re all the same
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Just use the same one again
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
I took a book and turned it upside down and cut it up
coz I’ve got No Ideas
I shot a blank with something vaguely not connected to the Urban Dictionary
I'll hammer you by saying 'No Ideas'
I'll pick a weakness like you taught me to
Everybody's got one
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Seems like they’re all the same
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Just use the same one again
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Seems like they’re all the same
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Just use the same one again
You're using clever words to look just slightly more important than you really are
You're like the man assimilating culture meaning that you’ve just got No Ideas
I'll hammer you by saying 'No Ideas'
I'll pick a weakness like you taught me to
Everybody's got one
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Seems like they’re all the same
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Just use the same one again
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Seems like they’re all the same
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Just use the same one again
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Seems like they’re all the same
Coz I’ve got No Ideas
Just use the same one again
No Ideas
And my head starts to ache
And it feels wonderful
And you gave me the space
To work out who I am
To decide why I’m here
In the vacuum that you left
To completely isolate
To destroy everything
Practice being uncomfortable for the sake of someone elses life
The silence is deafening
Just because you’re absent here, doesn’t mean your presence isn’t felt
The silence is deafening
And the noise starts to build
To come back to my life
And eventually calm
To completely isolate
To be normal again
With this ominous truth
That the agony became
Addictive like you
Practice being uncomfortable for the sake of someone elses life
The silence is deafening
Just because you’re absent here, doesn’t mean your presence isn’t felt
The silence is deafening
And my head starts to ache
And you gave me the space to work out who I am